"When a train goes through a tunnel and it gets dark, you don't throw away the ticket and jump off. You sit still and trust the engineer."-Corrie Ten Boom
This is where I am at. Trying not to throw away the ticket and jump off when things in my life aren't going
how I want them to, not sure where I am going, not sure of anything. I have to remember who holds the key
to my heart and who is in charge of my life. I want to live a life that follows God's purposes and cooperate
in His destiny for my life. Sometimes I am not sure why He allows what He does but I know His character
and He's proven Himself to me time and time again. I want to live this "Faith Adventure" with enthusiasm and heart. I pray that I do not fail in this. Excited and nervous about what purpose God has for my life
but preparing for the challenge.
Watching everyone around me I wish I had either the ability to make everything right or that they would
no longer suffer what ails them. Codependency makes you feel so out of control and I am trying to
shed myself of the chains. I need the boundaries drawn between caring and making someone else's
problem my problem to fix.
Raising Cory I have learned what humble means. Caring about someone more than yourself
and knowing there is nothing more precious than being in their life.
What a bitter sweetness it is to be human. To God be the Glory.
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